I had a date last night. Kelly graciously bowed out so my good friend filled in. We went to see "What to Expect When You're Expecting". I thoroughly enjoyed the movie, consumed WAY too much popcorn, got my monthly dose of sodium from the ketchup seasoning I put on my popcorn, drank pop (gasp! I NEVER drink pop) and even had some skittles. Good time. I had to waddle out of the there but still a great time! Date started at 7:15 and I was home by 9:30 and in bed by 10:00. Even better.
The movie got me excited about possibly getting pregnant again sometime soon. Then the (spoiler alert!) a miscarraige happened to one of the ladies. That got me thinking. Am I ready for that. I have to be realistic. I`ve had 2, what`s to say I won`t have more. After my first miscarraige it never really scared me that it would happen again. Charlie happened and he is as heathly as a horse (knock on wood). But when it happened for the 2nd time; that freaked me right out. My doctor is still saying that it was just bad luck. I would not have had a healthy baby if it was ``me``. But what if they are wrong. Would it be harder to miscarry again soon after a previous miscarraige or would it be harder to wait 6 months or a year and miscarry then. It makes me mad that I have to think about this but everyone has something. I realize that. I don`t have the answers. I also know that I can`t live in fear but that`s a little easier said than done.
So basically I am no further ahead in my thoughts. And now neither are you :)
Oh- I also realize that I asked questions without a question mark. I am not that computer savy and one of the kids pressed something and my question mark is now a french รจ`. Go figure.
I went last week and thought it was really funny too! Glad you got a night out.
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